Weekend

The first thing I usually do after arriving at office is, specially on Monday, browse friends'blog (actually I exclude the act of washing my cup), knowing their news and how they feel, then check my email account to see if I miss anything that need to finish. Then start wondering should I also write something? Then try to figure out what have happened in last weekend which is worth a note. Only two. Received Qiu Ying Shi Kan which have my poetry inside. This time I got it free of charge.Thanks Chiu for the inspiring idea. And finished the works of Sisters' show as soon as the second performance night came to the end. It is not easy to describe how I feel. It was too complicated. I mean in another language. Just can make the acknowledge, thanks Vee, Rico and wenya.

Please come adn enjoy the show!!!!

小小劇場 Sisters' Show
從「女性」這詞兒出發，表演者以不同的態度各自的腳步走去一個也許你無法想像的地方。一連兩日，男的女的用故事用身體用說話用遊戲用不同的表演形式去表達對女性的所思所感。

2005年3月19日 星期六 7:30pm
座談會主持：馮程程 嘉賓：Rico

《Big Book》lotus@paradox
《Women》Ko Siu Lan
《愛麗斯夢遊m境》(講故事)揮揮遊樂園
《茶餐廳與星巴克 之 LV的迷思》(戲劇)人仔劇團

2005年3月20日 星期日 6:30pm
座談會主持：馮程程 嘉賓：魂游

《女人究竟想要乜??》墟
《永遠不會離開妳》(行為表演)voila《孔雀—折與折之間的招搖戲法》(過場行為藝術)kim.peacock (曾劍華)《表演-未做完》
梁寶山 潘志雄 (老菲)

費用全免，歡迎出席欣賞。每晚演出後均設分享會。
地點：土瓜灣馬頭角道63號牛棚藝術村7號 前進進劇場

Scary Me

A critic have came from London and planned to have some activities with local art groups. As he stay in the hotel which is near to University, actually it's inside the University, so I should pick up the duty to take care of him. Scary Me, not him, but my English. He is an old great man and have done significant projects in UK and have so many noticeable achievements. All these things to me are just like a big star which I know is great but its so far for me to reach , to know what exactly it is. Just like what I know about star is only it,s shine. But anyway I have no mean to list out things about him here, in fact I just know him for three days, and what I want to said is, like usual, my English. It,s a boring topic, right? But it is still an obstacle which I try hard to come over but still not yet success. I am so scary. Each day I remind me to relax, be natural before meeting him. But it just too difficult to be yourself and act comfortable in front of a new known person, specially you cant use you mother tongue.
Anyway, It needs time. I only can told me like this.

Questioning

I hate questioning, it always makes me like an idiot.

Elusive

Who can tell me why I just feeling guilty when I try to use Chinese here? When can I be comfort to write in Chinese again? When I can free myself in English? I 've been caught in between the two languages, and at last, will I lose in both ? Serious headache, struggling with language, with thoughts. Headache. Headache. Headache. Does philosophy really can help ? Or will chocolate do better ? Finished 'Before Sunset' last night, I cant catch up the subtitles with the lines. My listening is bad and even worse in speaking.Writing is the worst. My writing is boring and I am bored. BalaBalaBalaba!! And i just continue to do so. I learnt a word in a book, 'the secret power of beauty', which I used as the title. I like the word as it can used to describe almost everything that are now living in my mind.

I discovery Mavis Fan's new release CD in my colleague's drawer, I take it out at once and run away as fast as I can, with a hundred dollars leave on her desk.