Problem

My friends told me they cant understand my writing in Chinese, and even worse in English. When I write in Chinese, I easily fall into a kind of introspection. When using English, suffer from vocabulary deficiencies and grammatical false. I told siu fung I will use Chinese again but it seems that I shouldn't give up so easily.

“if you cant write your ps, then you should think again that does further study really possible.”
Hm….This is discouraging me?